I KNOW WHAT YOUR ULTIMATE FEAR IS ...

What do you fear?
What do we fear?
What do they fear?
What do I fear?
When shall you fear?
What should I fear and what should I not?
How can I prevent fear?
Why some people fear more and some people fear less?
who is the owner ?

read till the end to understand the whole meaning of what always worried you, me and them


Fear comes under aspects and each of the following aspects, can be material or spiritual:
Emotional fear – intellectual fear – self fear - Instinctive fear - Exaggerated fear and all those fears can sometime relate to each others by what we can call fear links and this usually happen when the fear is increasing.
Emotional fear happen with most of Mankind and its cause could be material or spiritual, depending on the attachment level with what is done, lost or made etc…
(Love, hate, regret, miss understanding, loss of a person, loss of a something material but so dear, loss of an animal, a friend etc...) I loved her she disappointed my love to her …
Intellectual fear – is when you know the problem already existed and its consequences causes fear, by anticipation of the consequences
(Sandals, information, legal, worrying about what other are think etc ...)I’ll be fucked up if mention I killed his mother at the court; ill be in jail and will lose my wealth

Self-fear: is when you simply have a certain phobias or capabilities of what you can do in a moment of anger
(Mistakes, brutal sudden events, deception beyond expectations, anger) I really worked hard on this and I saw it succeeding, but I think the teacher hate me, this is why I failed, what I know is I am a clever student
Hell no! I am not stepping into this flying thing (plane)

Instinctive fear: this is innate and it can include all of the above reasons, in addition it includes fear of what is fated. Or simply fearing all what is unknown instead of being interested
(Tsunami, earth quake, death disease, seeing a big bear attacking, marriage, and many of the above examples)
I thought we were getting married, we knew the tsunami was coming, but we were really willing to get married at that island .by now our friends would think we are not on good terms


Exaggerated fear: when the fear has no sense at all
Today I will not talk to any one because I had that fortuneteller saying if you ever speak to anyone today, you will miss a big fortune

Fear would’ve never existed in case you don’t give it the chance to exist. Because every feeling, that occur to a person, is due to a mental self hypnosis, caused by the adrenaline rush that is negatively explained by the brain when a person is exposed to a certain event.
The human five senses receive the event that is explained as a shock, and then the nervous system shut down for a split of a second, where the subconscious receive the shock instead of the consciousness, allowing a sudden self hypnosis to the exposed subconscious.
When the brain wakes up again normally from trying to understand the event and realizing the situation fear is developed.

What saved you during the shock is the breathing action, because breathing and cardio vascular pumping system; are innate and not related to our want or (not want). To be more specific they are related to what is called act reflex, and they are spontaneous.
Now, does a male fear vary from a women fear? In general fear is the same but there exist a difference of fear level and shape between men and women, which show within the emotional fears category.
Knowing that emotional category is much related to the reception of events, and their reactions. This is one of the gaps between both sexes.

Let’s not forget that our subject is to find out how fraternalism is the phenomena between desire and fear.
Let’s think of the following: fear make us ask for safety through desires, so fear is defending by making us seek
Desires = what I desire and if I do not get what I desire = exposure = need of security= desires are caused by fears, and fears are caused by desires.
When you are not safe you feel a burn in the chest near the heart area; adrenaline is not stable; turning into depression, through your mind answered by: I don’t know why the hell I feel down! Because you need something that is a desire once owned it brings you security from what you fear.

So no matter how we link those separated ideas, and no matter how we change there replacements with the right connectors the answer will be: fear obliges us to ask for security through desires.

We all know the titanic movie, maybe spider man, or superman, why not power puff girls; as well it could be just any movie from your mind or the life you live.
Re-live the movie scenes, and script, isn’t it that one got the desire and the hero got the safety when those gather you get to a happy ending?
Kate was pale turning to blue, in that icy ocean. She called Jack, while jack died after giving her safety on that wooden board so she he offered what seemed safety, but her desire was Jack and not the board.
Than the safety boats came in and she lived her life, did that offer her safety? No, the director and the facts did not give her the desired Jack.
Anyways the movie ended with lot of tears … through fear of emotional lost of someone.
But one fact of desire is that they could change according to there level, so because the human become a target for new fears asking for safety through the desired want.

Now spider man saved the day from what people feared, octopus. And the need of people was spidy, while at some moment spider man felt unsafe but what he desire when he lost the girl he love, he even lost his focus of power .
People needed a materialistic safety by desire for the city.
MJ (marry jane ), thought spider man don’t love her so she got married to that admiral = change of desired mixed with different need, and when she realized the spider man truth she found safety again with spidy .
Well for me not to get confused by explaining, fears and desires = safety in the subconscious.
Example: some people feel safe and just fine while falling from a plane having with them anything that can make them land safely, else they wouldn’t jump.
Spiderman had his webs …= materialistic desire brining safety through the fear of falling.
So fear, desires are always linked between human, things, goals, objectives, achievements, business … well it is a big we made of synapses and they are imaginary.
If a couple girl& guy were watching the titanic, will the girl ask the guy; honey would you let yourself die for me if we ever were in such a situation? And here were we understand how to differentiate:
Someone who would say yes and if it’s real he do it = a brave person defeating his fear for a higher cause in his needs.
Someone who would say yes and wont do it when it comes to reality = someone whom his need changed to his safety and is not brave enough!
Kate isn’t stupid, but she thought jack will be on the board with her in case the reader was wondering.
Note: I do not like the Titanic movie but it serves my need to feel safe if I deliver my message through it as a reference example.

Who is the one who don’t fear and is self sufficient by creating his own safety and not caring for his desire?
This is when you will have to start understand the beyond physical, and to apply it, by adaptation in order to understand how to learn your brain and body and their surrounding issues and events.
This is when you will have to go to self hypnosis which will become your only one desire to make you feel safe by your own.
Who can do this? How you do this?
This will be one of our next thought truth, reflected by a blind blade that don’t fear reflecting reality of a desiring human …
At the end, if you want to erase fear of yourself than I say: the only thing you should fear getting into is fear, we will be learning how to control it, manipulate in ourselves and others.
Be safe readers … make your need...Own your fears & desires … you own the world… when you do just do it peacefully
No one is limited, the only limit we have is what God defined as a limit, and if you ever wanted to really fear than fear yourself it is the devil inside you. If you ever see it; break it .and tell it you are my prisoner and I am my freedom. And tell it I am the one who will mess your mind because I own my mind. And own your fears killing your desires .

YOUR UNLTIMATE FEAR IS YOUR YOUR CONFUSION !!!

past kill lives ?

How come that you think that you are living sadly while every body sees you just doing great?
Are people blind or is it you who is the only one blind?

Let’s write the following that says; supposedly I can relive again the history of my own life, would I really take the risk by going back and change some few events which I would never know their consequences at the future?

If I am fully convinced that I had a bad past which has been torturing me, then why the hell should I risk myself into the unknown by reliving it again? If that past hurt me a 1% then should I really check if I rebuild the whole situations and just do well?

But what if the situation now is different? Would I try again and lose time, and some feeling of why the hell am I repeating myself? Can’t I just move on? Is it not the normal norm of life to move on in harmony with time instead of living backward in a trial to fix what a mess it was?
Well, time will not wait because time is not someone with feelings.

Time is eternal,
Time is feeling-less,
Time cannot have a time out,
Time is not your friend when you don’t move with it

When humans usually plan for the future, it’s called anticipation by planning and they have 50% success, because they still have time to the event moment which after it, what is done is already past.
Humans do not plan for what they have done a day, month, or a year ago. Or am I going backward by time, meet the present from the other extremity of time? Well time is not round! Time is a norm aiming to the future.
Time is not my slave, while I am its slave, even though time gives another chance to try what is different from what I have done before and not the same at all.
Saying the word “IF”, will be like committing suicide, “IF” is the wish of the devil, it’s like:
If I sold him the car for 10 000 dollars, I would have been rich = devil is wishing you to feel regret and pain and non gratitude.

If I told her I love you too, maybe I would be sitting now with our kids = devil is wishing you to feel pain and letting you feel helplessly sad.
By now we are getting to understand why I call myself sad and unhappy.

It’s not happiness that Mankind should seek, but it’s the well being. Yes the well being.
I ask myself why it is the well being the thing that I should seek?
It is the well being that you and I should be seeking because happiness was never complete, yet sometimes we see it complete, but in a while we discover the following:
I wish I was never happy because now I lost that happiness, and I wish that happiness didn’t exist because I just lost it!
Now because I am sad, I should start all over again! Well no, why don’t I try something different that help me to reach the same concept?

Let’s see this:

My marriage from that guy/ girl was not successful, I will aim for a new marriage by someone else, changing some of my own self, while seeking a different mentality, and maybe I should seek this away from being distracted by my past. Simply because I can’t say “IF”, and let that bastard devil win its bet.
My dad wasn’t a nice person to me, it doesn’t mean I’ll go back to before my father’s zero birthday and punch my grandmother so I don’t have this father ! But what is right and rational is, to find a place into time where me, and him can meet at some point of agreement.
I know that girl, and I like her and she seems like she can’t know what she wants, and this is not helping the situation. She simply doesn’t want me! Well the right choice after trying to fix the issue through many trials, is to say fuck running after her! Because time is running before me! There is always a chance that she follows me but I am not Michael Jackson to move backward. Instead I live like she simply never existed, she is past! I am future! When she decides to fix she will be fixing her situation with me in the future not in the past. But I won’t be moving backward to tell her: hey, need a ride?

Those were some examples, of how could someone fall by mistake and say; how come they are happy and I am sad?
That’s how you get depressed and that’s how you simply live the well being. A bird is always happy, a cat is always happy, while they think of it as a well being not happiness.
If you smile it doesn’t mean you are a happy person, and if you cry it doesn’t mean you are a sad one. But you are always both!
And it is your state of mind through this period which makes part of that big timeline, so you define yourself; what to be, and where to become. Not what if I was!

It always matter of what you want and not what other want, but it always matter of what time want and not what you wish it to be .
betting on time can make you win, as well it could make you lose you bet ! so do not mess with your-self because you only have oneself to lose .
gain your-self through the cycle of the how when what when and why .

Mental VS Physical

In this article, we will discuss how the link between unlimited mental power and the physical limited power.

When I was experience- less , I have been thinking having good muscles is having good power, come on I was a kid, with limited sources of experience , but I was willing to learn and more than willing to teach myself and to start understanding more about my physical .you know too much television including a lot of characters who want be super superman .

I trained a lot but all that went in vain for a long period of time, I remained shy at school, remained fearing troubles and big people and that why all went in vain, I had a physical power but I wasn’t achieving my goal in becoming really accepted where I am .but anyways I always had high grades in sports. (Only that) I did not know how to interact with my surrounding. Come on I was a kid .

Until a new phase of my life came up and I lived it almost only to achieve the following:

If power is not physical, than what should I think it is?

By asking the previous question I had the hint of what could it be!

It was you can keep stressing a muscle holding weights for an hour, punching for two hours, at the end the muscle will stop working.

You can keep crying for a whole night till my eye muscles get tired than I wont be able to cry .

So physical is limited.

But the fact I thought about this simple fact made me realize that the power of thoughts was not only made to do math, physics, geography, history, social stuff, philosophy and memorizing .the power of thoughts is limitless no matter how you pushed it still accept being pushed gradually, and it is LIMITLESS .

While no matter how much you become flexible at the end you have limits, and no matter how much your muscles get big they can explode.

And so the answer was physical is limited, while mental is limitless.

And so I started reading a lot for years and got some huge knowledge about every thing I think about, but one day I found still something is missed.

It was my physical act alone and my mental acts alone so there must be a link .

So I linked them, and things got better;these two parts of a human were not enemies but lovers needing to meet somewhere in me.

The rest was automatic when I started thinking conceptually understanding every thing I see and its reality and not how it is shown or seen.

Worked more and more and I unlocked a lot strange truths, some of them was painful and some other was great.

Now there must be a certain equilibrium in a human and this is where essence of this issue is :

The physical is very strong, reflex, speed, brutality, flexibility, softness, adaptation, temperature manipulation, blood flow, heart beats just like any animal on earth.

The brain is ultimately strong, and it understands what the body sense and more.

Even though, a brain can’t live without the body abilities, because it would be like an emperor without a country to rule.

Body and brain are queen and king.

The body feel through its senses, while the brain define what is already sensed by the body senses and that’s where the power is in translation of the surrounding , and each surrounding is surrounded by another . The more your harmony between your brain and body is powerful you dominate bigger areas of what surrounds you.

You will understand all tangible and non tangible issues of life, you will have the ability of perfecting the art of perception and from it you will learn the art of anticipation of acts, and thoughts.

And the one secret revealed here is to know about the only one thing, which relates your body, with your brain.

Well it is not your blood, not veins, but it is AIR and through it blood pumps and heart pumps etc...

Air can be shaped into your blood, in your heart, brain, veins, and synapses.

So is it breathing? True!

Why?

If you are asking why than stop breathing!

I think now you know the answer my dear.

And that’s how it is you receive the world by every single cell of your five senses while breathing, than your mind process all this by perception, than decide and here is when you have two paths:

Fall in deception

Have the right decision

To solve that you need to be experienced with all what is mentioned here.

Sometimes a truth lies behind or in front of another truth which can turn the first truth to a lie!

Sometimes one truth is the association of many sensed facts, miss one of those facts and you get lost.

The truth of hate is love and the truth of love is caused by hate.

Which is older by age the night or the day?

Now let’s get practical and understand more about the power of thoughts:

Have your hand extended, and get two person in order of that one of them grabs your arm, and the other grab your wrist .and ask them to bend your arm inward while you don’t allow them stressing your arm muscles .

They will succeed.

Now have them doing the same thing to your arm, but you don’t stress your muscles however you think of grabbing some object away from you .while your breath deeply.

They will not be able to flex your arm any more.

This is the mind power and perception of senses.

When you do all that correctly, you will understand how this power can be enabled.

And from that point you will be able to unlock lot of stuff other than this little trick, as well you will be starting to be able to go beyond physical .

matter&concept

What is the matter with you?
Think of a car, close your eyes while doing it ... BMW? Ferrari? Audi... you had the image in your head of that specific car.
Think of a table ... round one black with three legs? Rectangular shaped? Brown and have four legs? ...
Think of a woman ... Pam ?(Pamela but in your mind you’d call her dear Pam :P) , Claudia ?Angelina Julie ?Jennifer?Nour (whatever )
Think of a man ... Mel Gibson ?brad pit?.....

so now you are in a BMW with Claudia going to sit at that restaurant with her at that round table .
Or you are going with Mel Gibson in an brand new Audi to that restaurant to sit with him on a round rectangular table .

you had printed images in your head, connected to you fantasies, desires, wishes, dreams, thoughts, of your inner-self and you wish to translate them somehow .

That’s the matter! you are too connected to this lower word of materialism that you see every day ,you can get some of it and you dream about most of it .the only control on your-self that you have is to say (I wish )(what if )(why I don’t )

However by these thoughts you killed the human inside you and enslaved it for the material you, and that’s when the devil adopts you .you feel happy but soon you will know you killed your creativity! What for? For a car, girl,fancy action, for the matter around you.

Now the car you have been thinking off doesn’t exist anymore, no more cars! What do you do?
Well this day wont come ...well if you know the future than it’s easy for you to have a Rols Royce isn’t it? Predict about money and you’ll be able to do money and you by earth itself...

Now let’s have another perspective, as follow: close your eyes imagine that you do not have a car. Will you stop your plans?
Imagine you need to do not have Kleenex, does it mean you won’t enter the toilet until you blow?

The point her is not well go live with no car .but the point is don’t make any material issue as the center of your life.

Instead think of how can create a transportation way? We all know a car is for transportation but if I am transported doest really matter what car is transporting me?

Now finally the answer around all what I was typing is how to be conceptual with my thoughts.
Let’s remove the color off the car, the windows and every thing and keep the wheels! Still it’s moving!

I need a table and there is no table ...why don’t I think of a table and what is needed for? Oh I can use any thing as a table.

So it is not about having every thing, but about understanding every thing while asking how? Why? When?What?and How ?
After that you can start building a new way of thinking and it is creative!

Like why the hell do you give a red rose for someone you love? Your ancestors did so? Adam did this to Eve? Or is it simply a color meaning mean like do you want to be romantic for that short moment so she know you care? Like cant you take her and go do something crazy creative and she adore? And there you can have any flower or maybe some big branch of a tree contain 30 roses with many colors and offer it to her?

Yes you can just don’t you ever tie your self to what is made up and used!

Now the heart shape ... ill give her a cushion that looks like a heart. Oh really? That’s cute but should all girls like hearts? Or maybe they rather like a person with a human heart and a responsible man brain? (That if she is a smart girl) and not (life is about shopping) (god want us to go shopping)

Watch OUT IM NOT SAYING THAT EVERY ONE SHOULD GO HAVE OLIVE LUNCH AND NO STEAK! JUST DO WHAT YOU CAN BE ENOUGH CREATIVE AND MAKE IT BEAUTIFUL WITH TRUE BEAUTY!

UNDERSTAND! It is you who give shape to every thing you do and not what is already done give you shape!
Start learning how to see things, stop being stuck with materials. Start thinking conceptually and u will become creative enough to make anything you want.

Dear Reader ...

You wake up in your bed, unless you did not have time to sleep, because its 7 am and you’re half drunk and you have just arrived home silly!
You wake up in your bed, unless you did not have time to sleep, because you were thinking of a better you the whole night intelligent!

What the hell is this crazy talking about? Is what the silly of readers will wonder.
It seems like a nice post to read, is what the intelligent reader will say!

As for the writer, I say to you both ill not build the second I’m living of this night according to your thought, whether you were the silly or the intelligent.

Silly, you are intelligent in your box because (you lie, you cheat, you fake, you think you do right but deep inside of you somewhere you know you just woke up for a fake day of yours which will end up within your box .
Intelligent you are already flying because (you already knew the silly easy flying within his materialistic world and that he/she is doing what you wouldn’t do. you couldn’t sleep because you couldn’t close any of your eyes wondering about truth of existing.

And again ... what the hell is this writer talking about?

and if your the silly than soon you will know how much of a silly you are, as for the intelligent you’ll feel proud you are understood by someone who couldn’t sleep before ending this writing .

We loose, win, bet, cry, hear, see, reject, answer, define, believe, well aren’t we humans with life made characters and personalities made out of knots, events, and dreams?

Sometimes it happen when you to cry a lot just to ask why? why me? But it is too rare when you ask why he/she/them/us.

You think when I have money I don’t find a convenient way to spend it over anything stupid. While when I am broke I can be so creative of how to spend money if I have those already lost money.
But you wonder how I can have money now! Right now ...I want to go out tonight and SHIT! No cash I’d rather fucking go to bed and sleep because it wont be a day/night out to have fun.

You have a girl/guy and others are hitting on you and you feel oh well i am a great person, but why they hit on me like snow flakes in a storm? And why when I break up no guy /girl look at me? I have a fucked up luck.

Well I gladly tell you that you are becoming an inbox silly wondering wonderer! You have NOTHING TO EARN AND NOTHING TO LEARN!

When you think of money and how to get it too bad you couldn’t get any! You did not have a penny!
in your quest to get money, you became blind by too many materialistic thoughts .That turned you blind of mind sight, because sight happens inside your brain, not your eyes .so by thinking paranoiac about money you prevented yourself from having the right plan to get money ... you are a psycho slave enslaved by your materialistic thoughts.

in your quest for a guy/girl to make him/her your bf/gf ... you also pushed away every potential human who might be what you are looking for .you just wanted any woman /man and not a special someone, and you became blind mind sighted by messing your brain up by I want someone to go out with (he must be handsome, rich ...she must be easy, and capable to go out any time until the morning)


This is the grave of life! That’s how you dig it! You are digging it right! You are a chick you are hot! You are a player and you’re tempting! like oh my God he is so adorable he is an idiot he listen to me whether I say right or wrong things ...while the guy say she is adorable ..Easy a sexy and she just apologized for not saying she use to love me along time ago.

PATHETIC! You just wanted to have fun? Wanted? Do you have real choices or are they illusions mostly? Like hey I really miss you, where have you been, see you tonight and it will be great! Ok bye J bye (closing the line) followed by BASTARD…I’m wondering if that so called bastard is not saying (hell on you)

Those were two common examples of how a person can be blind. That whole speech was about SILLY .so silly if your reading reached here, without skipping than you’re a smart silly inside your box.


As for you APRECIATED intelligent, I did not forget you but I already said you know what you are because you know that you will never be doing what the silly has done.
You can have fun as well but not for being made of mud but from spirit.

Hurt&thoughtful?

So many are the times when we simply feel pain, while that pain is not physical but mental.this pain can be caused by what apparently sound like many reasons : lies, hate, love, deception, disappointment, loss, humiliation, temptation, depression, solitude, sickness ... etc these all are aspects of some painful situations, but aren't we all subject to those situations created inside of us by causes and our pain is the elaboration of translated pain ?Those adjectives are all done by causes, and the causes are the acts of there infliction toward our perception.You always had this person in your mind and around you and you only expect what it won’t deceive your expectations from him/her, than suddenly this person inflicts toward you an unexpected action. Oh shit what the hell! this is how your pain start... than You interrogate yourself ...than you do not find the answer why this happened so you end in pain and this pain is leveled according to the act and the disappointment...than you start your defense mechanism just like the following : what can i do ?how can i revenge ?should I ?why ?when ?where ?what ?and how ?The pain will increase ...will it stop? It won’t! Until you let go...Isn’t it right that we live to solve problems and redirect them positively...And isn't it what we end up with to get rid of pain?Just like water, just like wind, not like rocks not like solid.Some other time you get disappointed by a fact and not a person who just made one or some actions, but at the end the situation was made by someone indirectly.Well what about someone’s death? This is when you simply can’t ask about what is not alive! But time will help you, and other pain will make this pain of that loss less painful.Whoever is reading this should be confused by now, if you don’t than it doesn’t interest me, but i just said something to make you understand that even trying to understand make you feel pain and it is leveled!now if you read again you will understand, that you cant understand what someone’s feel if your not him/her ,and now you start to learn that the owner of pain is the one who is feeling it .and we all feel it .and it is leveled !again !you cant see pain so don't look for killing it, as well you cant go and kill the cause who make you feel it .but you can simply understand it and love it , until you smile for it and learn how to avoid what you can avoid if you don't have to face .Now are you hurt from reading this? Eyes ? Mind? Head ? Than it is growing by experiencing thoughts of what you don't and can’t see. Even though you’re smiling because it is nice to understand what you can only visualize to absorb, and by this act you get rid of pain, and to a certain level you avoid being hurt.Be well (the one who is commenting)